thank you all for your support...
i do appreciare it...very much so

i have very amazing friends
i wish i could be better to them

i am trying to not think about things
i have been failing miserably

timing for other things has also been poor
another death, a close call

anger is a problem right now
i could kill

i want to kill

one more push
and it will be

two



this journal also brings me to an annoucement

i will have this account for one more week

i am then deleting it

no i am not making another one

yes i am serious

no i am not changing my mind


thank you all [mostly]